My heart is full

I hate losing people. I don't lose people. Minus a few rare exceptions, if you are my friend then you are my friend for life and there are very few things that could change that.

A small crack in my heart has been gradually growing larger over the last few months because I've felt like I've been losing one of the most important people in my life. This crack was getting bigger and deeper, until tonight. I had the most refreshing 3 hour conversation with this person. Nothing big or dramatic happened, it was just normal. Catching up on all of the little things in our life all the things that we have been missing out on. I need normal. I've been craving normal. Lately my world has been spinning a little too fast for me and I needed this to slow it down to a pace I could handle. Isn't is funny how things work out like that?